Anyway, I'm done with my job. Schedule for this week:
Tuesday, Collect pay. Wednesday, Clementi HQ collect pinky card. Thursday, no plans yet. Friday, Register for CBA @ PSB Academy. Saturday, Fashion Rhythm @ Azzura. ♥

Been down on luck recently.. You don't wanna know what's the interesting story either. I shall not bother to eleborate about it either.

I can't bring myself to trust anyone else anymore. I'm a broken piece. When I speak, I think twice. Because some words are not suppose to be said. No one is worth the trust of more than 75% except yourself. I can't rant my true feelings anywhere. Though private blog could do the job, but I feel more secure by keeping it to myself. Because I trust me.

No one can truly feel nor understand the pain I have inside of me, no one. Unless you've been in my shoes, then you prolly will.

When it comes to love, I need assurance. I don't need sweet nothings which are not true. Flirting is a process stage before you get your partner. Just like a game of Super Mario, you fight with the monster to save your princess.

And honestly, I don't believe that everything is true. Nothing is true in this world. Especially friends and feelings. Because since 21st Century, the percentage of having a long lasting relationship in friends and love has decreased by A LOT.

Parents of ours have gave us a proof in believing in love. If you had a hard time dealing with your parents' relationship, prolly you won't believe in marriage. And I am that person who is really afraid of marriage. There is no guarantee in marriage.

Yes, I'm still young. I still have a long way to go. And there are more things for me to do and experience them. But for the moment, I just need someone to show me that something is true in this world.

I need no sweet nothings which aren't true, I need no lies, I just need someone who can give me assurance or even proof to me that there is something true in this world. And to share your thoughts with me and so I could to. It is hard to keep everything to yourself. Guide me through, will you? ♥